… until someone better comes along

(…concluded)

Not because someone will give you hell but getting stumped with writing IS hell because you want to fill your page but all you drew are blanks. Happens all the time but never to me. Sniff. I’m already running one social life, my online life, and my professional life. Purrr… So whatever happened to your love life, Kristine. Ask me, ask me. Jay Mate told me that whenever someone leaves, someone new will come — or someone better will come along. When did it start being like that? Get into a relationshit — stay there until someone better comes along. It must mean that those couples standing in front of the altar cross their fingers behind their backs before saying, “I do,” and add a whispered, “…until someone better comes along” to no one in particular.

“Ay naku, geng, it’s scary to get married.” Tina told me. “I don’t even think its worth it to go through all of that.” My friend Tina used to have two boyfriends and justifies her actions as her attempt to get back at the men who have hurt women from two timing. Even Tin has two boyfriends and three cellphones. However she handles that still amazes me.

I still believe in marriage, and wedding gowns and encircling your arms to drink that wine even if no matter how much I’ve gone through. And I believe in only one boyfriend, too. One is already a handful(!) how much more two? “Geenng, men are babies, you know. Why not just date a kid so it’ll all make sense? ” Quennie told me. She is just adorable and love kids — her boy toilets?

Speaking of kid, I’m seeing one who’s young enough to date Ditsi, my sister who’s next to me and *gulp* still is in college in Manila. And plays for UAAP. Yay?

Poor small me towered by a giant and thank God this player doesn’t talk gibberish compared to other players I know. A scholar in Baste… one, two, three… put your hands in the air… awwww…

Huge guy with a soft heart is coming here in the next few weeks and I’m worried because Xenia is ready to grill him.

I’m only human. I flirt, I flit, and fall in love and get hurt… until someone better comes along? Ack. I promise I won’t think like that when I marry at, ack, 30, when my, ack(!) boy doesn’t get all too serious.

So nobody can say that I’ve been irresponsible because the entire week I have been very immersed in work that I deserve this. Yes, I can be irresponsible because I’m 24 and yes, I party, and yes, no one can handle me.. but no, that’s not the only thing I know. =)

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